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I lay here in the cold as a haze forms over my eyes, the tears are rolling down my face, all alone and empty, and I feel torn apart inside. Well it was good to talk to you if only for a short time, I miss the times would talk almost every day and night. I wish you were here, to comfort me to tell me everything is ok, but you’re not, your living your own life, much far away from here, and I don’t think you’re coming back so I think I’m going to hide, my feelings. Use a smile to hide my pain, so no one knows I’m week, so they will think I I’m strong and fine. I guess the friends I have now are ok but nothing compares to the times we had, it gets harder every day. I wish you would come back and everything would be ok. But from now I will just have to keep pretending just like I do every day.